Do you ever get that feeling that you should be having "a feeling" but you dont know what the feeling is or if you even have it as opposed to creating it for yourself? I have that feeling tonight...I cant sleep, and I feel like my life is not really going anywhere..but then, I think about it more, and I have great friends and wonderful parents, a great family, and a lot to be thankful for...then why do I feel like this? Like what? You know..No, I dont know...
the thing is, I know I feel a certain way, I suppose you could call it melancholy, but I really cant define it, and worse I can't say what is causing it, which leads us to the worst thing of all. Usually, you cant find an answer without a question, so I have no way of not getting this feeling becuse I dont know what the feeling is. It could be foreboding, loneliness, hapiness (in a really weird form), anger (again, in a really weird form), etc. My current hypothesis is that I feel like this month I am pretty inactive. I am not doing anything to help what I want to do with my life, other than school, which is dragging along horribly...I am happy though..I mean, most of the time. Now, I am not happy or sad...like I said, I cant define this feeling...thoughts?
April 28, 2007
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Dude, chill sarah, i think your really even too young to be positive what you want to do in the future. Who knows, maybe this month you discovered something that while you don't realize it now, is something you want to do for the rest of your life.
By the way sarah, I get that feeling too. It only happens when i think though (shows how often that happens) but I think it only means that your mortal, and like all mortals, want to know what the meaning of life is.....42! Anyways, i don't think you should let it bring you down.
ok i understand that ppl can begin to feel lost or w/e but i dont think its fair for ppl to say my life has no direction for a few reasons. 1- maybe that is ur direction. maybe god wants u to b open and chill and explore htings u have never thoguht about. maybe its to make u choose other pasts and make decisions on the spot so u cant plan ur life out if u plan ur life out then unplanned real beauty never has a chance to shine through. 2- i dont think many ppl r gonna find direction in their lives sitting on a computer. on that note im going for a walk bi
I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU. i have felt it before and im feeling it now for a person. I like her and i have a feeling towards her put i dont know what it is.
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